Why are we here?

I feel that almost each of us have asked this question. I feel that am aimlessly passing through life without any direction or aim. Blindly groping in the dark. Passing a second, a minute, an hour, a day, a month...a year. Where am I going?? What is my goal?

Why does life always like to make fun of me? Things I want will never come... but yet I always hope and hope. The bigger the hope the harder the fall. But lesson not learnt. Hope can never die... how to kill hope ah? When I am really down..I always think am I so unworthily? Or izzit I except too much in life? Do each of us have to go out and grap happiness? Does happiness come knocking on ur door? What I am doing wrong? Expecting too much? Well it is true that I am really much much better than many ppl. Since the day I was born I do not know what is the meaning of life suffering. But my heart always pain... why ah?

What am I searching for? why cant I seem to find it =(